Have you seen the behind the scenes footage from the making of the Count The Stars EP? It's a brief taste of what it was like to rehearse, dialogue, record, and just be creative with a wonderful team of folks in Nashville. Glad to still be touring this CD, sharing the songs with fresh ears all around the country. Check it out.
Stream Josh's Christmas Album on Relevant Magazine's The Drop
"The Holly & The Ivy" is a new Christmas album from singer-songwriter Josh Bales. "I wanted to make a Christmas album that captured the longing of Advent and the hope of Christmastide," Josh said. "I recorded most of the album in my home, and in my counseling office.
As a part time mental health therapist, it was very meaningful to sing the lyrics "He comes to make his blessings flow far as the curse is found..." in a place where the waiting of Advent is often felt more than the joy of Christmas. So these songs reflect that mixed spirit of longing and hope. I think that's what Christmas probably SHOULD feel like in a broken world." This is Josh's first Christmas project, and it comes on the heels of "Count The Stars," a collection of songs he released in 2013 with multi-award winning producers Ed and Scott Cash.
You can stream the new Christmas album at RELEVANT MAGAZINE's THE DROP by clicking below. THE DROP features all kinds of other great artists and albums to stream as well. Thanks RELEVANT!
And of course you can download the album directly from this website, or on iTunes.
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Hard Work, Sincere Grief, Profound Laughter
Soul care requires hard work, sincere grief, and profound laughter.
Hard Work
York Minster Cathedral in York, England, is one of the world's architectural wonders. It's also one of the longest building projects, taking over 250 years to complete. The result is breathtaking.
The Cathedral is not only a beautiful and enduring work of art, it's a physical space where its builders can commune with each other and with God. And without burdening the point, sacred spaces like York Minster are meant to give the people inside an understanding of their very identity (i.e. Church is the place where Christians learn who they are). And this is why I describe soul care as hard work.
Placing one's self on the gurney of personal growth is physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually exhausting. It should be. We, too, are building a cathedral of sorts. We are designing and constructing, tearing down and rebuilding, learning and unlearning. We are lifting heavy things. We are exercising (literally) and eating in new ways. We are using all of our senses: listening more intently, looking for attentively, and touching more intentionally (I have on multiple occasions recommended massage therapy for clients who have not known human touch to be a safe experience).
Like a 9 to 5 job, soul care demands from us effort that may not come naturally. It asks us to turn around and swim upstream from our default strategies for living and relating. Perhaps this is why my clients at Journeys remark- and I've experienced this in my own therapy- that they sometimes leave sessions physically weary from “just talking.”
Soul care is hard work. The result? A beautiful, enduring work of art... a human masterpiece. In a sense, we become Cathedrals, places of worship where identity is formed, and communion is enjoyed with God and others. The difference between York Minster, and us, is that we don't have 250 years.
Sincere Grief
Grief is perhaps the primary example of the hard work that soul care requires. The tears that build York Minster take an enormous toll on our human resources.
Nevertheless, (effective) soul care always, always involves grief because grief and soul care are both interested in the same things: movement, change, and transformation.
G. Roualt
Sincere grief moves us from naivety to wisdom by helping us approach death, inherent in every life, with an appropriate (truthful) response. In other words, we grieve in soul care because there is death in the world and to do otherwise would make us dishonest, or, at the least, completely out of touch with reality.
Author and Psychologist Thomas Moore, one of my favorite writers, in his wonderful book “Care of The Soul,” calls grief a gift of soul care, saying that, to resist sadness in everyday life is to set up one's self for a major, debilitating meeting with depression later on. More than this, to resist grief is to resist its unique vision of the world, full of darker colors, that ironically moves us away from cynicism towards age and wisdom.
Another author, and an Anglican priest, Mike Mason, also makes this connection between sadness and transformation of the soul. “Sadness signals change,” he writes.
...It is an intermediate emotion, a feeling that is going somewhere. Like a seventh or a ninth chord in music, it is rich in subtle tones that tend toward resolution, lean toward home. This is what distinguishes sadness from moroseness, self-pity, or depression, all of which have a feeling of stuckness. Sadness is always in motion in the backfield. You will know the real thing by this sense of movement toward happiness. In photographs, crying and laughing are hard to tell apart.
Sadness is like that moment in a rainstorm when the rain has not yet stopped, but there is a perceptible brightening, and there comes that subtle change in the atmosphere signifying the imminence of a rainbow. Sadness is hopeful. Anger feels hard in the body, fear feels alien, and depression is like a dull poison. But sadness is at home in flesh and blood. It is a soft and relaxed presence, a comfortable garment for the heart. - Mike Mason, Practicing the Presence of People
Soul care invites us to reconsider the role of sadness and other so called “negative” emotions in our lives. Instead of seeing them as problems, we can see them, perhaps with the help of a therapist, as sign posts of healing and growth.
Soul care is hard work. It is sincere grief. And it is also, thank God, laughter. Soul care is profound laughter.
Profound Laughter
My wife, Mindy, loves to watch YouTube videos. There's one video she could watch a hundred times in a row without getting bored. And she's not alone because this video is one of the most watched in YouTube's history. Any guesses? See for yourself:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HttF5HVYtlQ
Author Frederich Buechner has written a lot about the significance of laughter in his own life and in the human experience. He even attributes his conversion to Christianity to hearing the great preacher, George Buttrick, speak of salvation as great laughter:
And then there came one particular sermon with one particular phrase in it that does not even appear in a transcript of his words that somebody sent me more than twenty-five years later so I can only assume that he must have dreamed it up at the last minute and ad-libbed it—and on just such foolish, tenuous, holy threads as that, I suppose, hang the destinies of us all. Jesus Christ refused the crown that Satan offered him in the wilderness, Buttrick said, but he is king nonetheless because again and again he is crowned in the heart of the people who believe in him. And that inward coronation takes place, Buttrick said, "among confession, and tears, and great laughter." It was the phrase great laughter that did it, did whatever it was that I believe must have been hiddenly in the doing all the years of my journey up till then. It was not so much that a door opened as that I suddenly found that a door had been open all along which I had only just then stumbled upon. - Frederick Buecher, The Sacred Journey
That conversion involves great laughter points to its necessity in soul care which is, in a sense, daily conversion. And that soul care requires laughter should not surprise us even though it does. For instance, if you stopped by Journeys Counseling Center in Orlando, where Mindy and I have an office, you probably wouldn't believe the amount of laughter sneaking out from the otherwise soundproof counseling rooms. I don't mean to imply that soul care is amusement. It's much deeper. It's the laughter that Frodo Baggins and Samwise Gamgee share at the end of their journey in J.R.R. Tolkien's "Lord of The Rings" trilogy.
Soul care looks like this: my dad walking in from a rare snow in Tennessee. I love this picture of my dad. I keep it in my phone and look at it occasionally. He is a fairly quiet man but the emotion on his face here- the laughter- is worth a million words. I can only imagine what crazy joke my mom has told him to provoke such a free smile. Look at his face. Can you hear the sound of a quiet man turned into a laughing child because of frozen water flying through the air? This is what soul care both requires and produces.
As Mike Mason already mentioned, laughter is interesting in that it’s hard to tell the difference between the face of someone laughing and that of someone crying. In fact, laughter is at its best when it includes tears! The English novelist William Makepeace Thackeray said: "humor is the mistress of tears." This is why laughter is more profound than amusement. And why the fly on the wall of the counseling room never knows whether the client and the therapist are laughing or crying. We're doing both at the same time.
One final word on laughter and soul care: I think of them both in the context of redemption. For Christians, redemption is given metaphorical form in the wildly colorful vision of heaven found in the Revelation of Saint John. Heaven, John says, is a place where there will be no more darkness, crying, or pain. In their place is the presence of the Trinitarian God. And when I think of this place I wonder what our faces will look like- in the light of God. I picture us laughing. I picture our faces like that of my dad's.
-Josh Bales
Josh and Mindy Bales | Journeys Counseling Center Orlando
Josh and Mindy Bales
Josh and Mindy counsel individuals, couples, and families at Journeys Counseling Center in Orlando, FL. They are passionate about helping others apply the healing gospel of Jesus Christ to issues of mental health and emotional wellbeing. The Bales see themselves as wounded healers, offering counsel from their own experiences of brokenness and redemption. They believe that personal growth and healthy relationships require hard work, sincere grief, and profound laughter. In addition to counseling, Mindy enjoys refashioning furniture, interior design, and helping women explore ways of integrating beauty and soul care into their homes and personal lives, and Josh is a singer-songwriter, recording artist, and Episcopal Priest. The Bales specialize in marital and premarital counseling, family conflict, anxiety, stress, depression, anger management, emotion regulation, identity, body image, self-assertion, masculinity and men’s issues, femininity and women's issues, work with artists and creative personality types, and work with men and women in professional ministry vocations. To book an appointment or find out more about Journeys:
Journeys Counseling Center Orlando 668 North Orlando Avenue, Suite 208 Maitland, FL 32751 407-951-8829 www.journeyscounselingorlando.com
A Love Song For Weddings: "Somehow I Knew"
A few years back I wrote a song called "Somehow I Knew" for my sister's wedding. We recorded it with a full band for the record I made called "Somehow I Knew."
And the song seems to have connected with other happy couples. Here are some wedding videos that feature "Somehow I Knew."
You can license the song for your video at The Music Bed.
So congrats to all the newlyweds, and thanks for using my song!
If you want to sing/play the song for your own valentine, here are the lyrics and chords.
10 Quotes & A Song About (Sweet) Forgiveness
"Sweet Forgiveness"
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I was surprised to see you in the store recently. And after all this time, the tears still welled up in my eyes. (Chorus) I do forgive you with all that that means. Though the wounds and scars you left still bleed. And who can say if I’ll ever forget, all those things you did without regret. But there's still forgiveness- sweet forgiveness, yet. You don't know this but we've talked. I've begged you for answers with no response. I've searched for peace. And all I want is to be free. (Bridge) Some people say that forgiveness is the key. It opens the door and sets you free. (Final Chorus) I do forgive you with all that that means. Though the wounds and scars you left still bleed. And I will not live a life of regret, when I could live with love instead. But there's still forgiveness- sweet forgiveness, yet.
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Almighty God have mercy on you, forgive you all your sins through our Lord Jesus Christ, strengthen you in all goodness, and by the power of the Holy Spirit keep you in eternal life. Amen. – Words of Absolution from The Book of Common Prayer
“Don't you want to be there/don't you want to cry/when you see how far you've got to go to be where forgiveness rules/instead of where you are?” -Songwriter Jackson Browne
We forgive people not because they deserve our forgiveness, but because we want to be free. – Author Mike Mason
“To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.” – Author and Ethicist Lewis Smedes
“The triumph of sin, the main sign of its rule over the world, is division, opposition, separation, hatred. Therefore, the first break through this fortress of sin is forgiveness: the return to unity, solidarity, love. To forgive is to put between me and my ‘enemy’ the radiant forgiveness of God Himself. Forgiveness is truly a ‘breakthrough’ of the Kingdom into this sinful and fallen world.” - Fr. Alexander Schmemann
When you forgive, you release yourself as well as the other person. You allow life to go on, to bypass your exaggerated sense of virtue and your worry about being offended. As long as you sit on your power to forgive, you suppress your joy in life. You also limit yourself: If you keep those you love within tight boundaries of behavior, you have to bind yourself as well lest you be a hypocrite. – Author and Psychotherapist Thomas Moore
[The Bible] does not say ‘Forgive everyone, unless they’ve said something rude about your child.’ And it doesn’t even say, ‘Just try.’ It says, If you want to be forgiven, if you want to experience that kind of love, you have to forgive everyone in your life- everyone, even the very worst boyfriend you ever had – even, for God’s sake, yourself. – Author Anne Lamott
[Divine forgiveness] demands of me that I step over that wounded part of my heart that feels hurt and wronged and that wants to stay in control and put a few conditions between me and the one whom I am asked to forgive. This ‘stepping over’ is the authentic discipline of forgiveness. –Author and Catholic Priest Henri Nouwen
To forgive somebody is to say one way or another, "You have done something unspeakable, and by all rights I should call it quits between us. Both my pride and my principles demand no less. However, although I make no guarantees that I will be able to forget what you've done, and though we may both carry the scars for life, I refuse to let it stand between us. I still want you for my friend." …Our unforgivingness is among those things about us that we need to have God forgive us most. – Author Frederick Buechner
...Whoever has been forgiven little loves little. - Jesus Christ
Orthodox Christians would commend to us their annual observance and celebration of “Forgiveness Sunday,” the first service of Lent where congregant and priest alike kneel before each other during worship for to ask forgiveness one for the other. Beautiful! Alexander Schmemann has written a short piece on this Christian Orthodox tradition HERE.
Video: "I Need You" (Live)
"I Need You"
About ten years ago I was teaching through the Psalms at a local church youth group.
One of the highlights of the series, ironically, was learning together that Psalms of Lament were more numerous than any other genre (Creation Psalms, Salvation History Psalms, Royal Psalms, Thanksgiving Psalms, etc).
This was an epiphany for us! It was as if we'd been given a pass to be sad- to be realistic about Sam's parents' divorce, and Laura's recent break up, and the betrayal of Jenn by her friends. More than this, we'd been given a pass to be sad IN WORSHIP- in the presence of God and one another!
So in an effort to represent the lament of our group, and help us remember the summer and the deep truth of the presence of sad Psalms in the Bible, I wrote a modern day Psalm of Lament called "I Need You." (A few years later a band called "The Swift" put this on their album, releasing it as a radio single. You can hear their version here and here.)
Above is a recent performance of "I Need You." You can also download/purchase it on iTunes. And here is a chord chart!
“I Need You” 1. My heart is restless in me. My wings are all worn out. I'm walking in the wilderness and I cannot get out. I need you, oh I need you. Blessed Savoir, come. I need you, oh I need you. You're the every longing of my soul.
(Chorus) Oh how I need You, Lord. I need your perfect word. With tearful eyes to see the sin that I afford. I need to weep and pray for, oh, the thousand ways that I have failed you just today.
2. My bed is soaked with sadness. My sadness has no end; a downward spiral of despair, and I keep falling in. I need You, oh I need you. To you my soul shall fly. I need You, oh I need you. YWHW, how I love you more than life.
(Bridge) Your silence is like death to me, so won't You hear my desperate plea!
3. Today my soul is soaring way over mountains high. And though I can see the valleys, they're all just passing by. It's not that I am stronger- look at my feeble wings; but I've been lifted higher. YWHW's lifted me in his own strength
(Chorus 2) Oh how I love You, Lord. I love your perfect word. With tearful eyes to see the God who always will endure. Now I will celebrate for, oh, the thousand ways that You have shown me grace, and made my heart, in grace to stay. You've made my heart in grace to stay.
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